Little Bean at 20 weeks. |
The absolute best part is now that I'm halfway through, I can feel the Bean moving around. It's the weirdest sensation; I've heard some people describe it as a fluttering at first but for me, it felt like little bubbles that were desperately trying to break free. Now that Bean is getting bigger and stronger, sometimes the kicks and nudges are so hard it's like being assaulted from the inside! I can only imagine what it's going to be like from now on!
The not-so-awesome part is all the aches and pains that come with my body changing to accommodate a little person. I've suffered with a bad back off and on for a few years and even at this stage of my pregnancy, I can feel my back muscles taking the strain. Rolling over in bed is done with military precision else I get shooting pains in my leg and god forbid I get up from the sofa too quickly or I feel like I've pulled all the muscles in my stomach. Fun fun!
Right now, I'm making the most of being Kate as opposed to being Mum and that means not focussing too much about those little niggles and taking it easy. I'm staying in bed an extra half hour, having cuddles with Pearl. I'm spending a bit longer in the shower and taking time to pamper my skin properly. I'm sneaking in the occasional afternoon nap. While it's a thrilling thought that in a few months, we'll have our own little one to take care of, it's also awesome that being on this journey has encouraged me to make the most of every moment I have to myself, whether that's with my nose in a book or doodling or just sitting outside and soaking up the sunshine. I'm looking forward to being a Mum and right now, I'm loving being just me.
The Bump. |
Love, K.